shout outs:

Ekah --> yes dear i am updating this blog because of you. thanks for visiting me dear miss you na T_T i cant still get the suju tumbler out of my mind. ><

ate dette --> hello sana nababasa mo to. miss you.

kai --> sana makakita ka na ng magandang trabaho, you are always in my prayers.

riza --> kamusta naman dear?? i do hope that you would have a wonderful school year ahead.

wanjun --> hallo darling how have you been? mommy cle misses you so much!

on to the blog entry....

so much had happened after the Seoul trip, the main highlights are:

1.  Buddah's birthday

my first korean holiday ahahaha~~ we went to Beomosa temple to get a feel on to how its like... hehe

me, styx (the teddy bear), and  wesley

this is us getting lost along the way >< even Wesley doesnt know where we are going ahahaha~~ such camwhores even when were are lost we still take pictures ahahaha XD

lets go with the pic spam ok?

me and malou~~ nice lanterns huh?

one of the boys ^^ sir eli, wesley, me and jp

showering the little buddah

tehh girls

^date???? O_O

it was a wonderful experience for all of us too bad the rain had to ruin everything, so what we did we stayed in ate aubrey's house and ate dinner

2.The University Festival

first and foremost the university festival didnt reached my expectations, it was just a typical music-soju-get wasted thing, plus the random stalls to shop... hmmm. but this week was the most colorful actually.

it was the 1st day of the celebration when i knew about my dad was admitted to the hospital i didnt feel like celebrating for the obvious reasons and all i did was sulk up in my room and did a little concert for myself, it was fun singing with my heart out it made things a bit easier...so yeah the next day everyone was asking me why i didnt come too see the festival and i had to put up a good face and told them i was not really in the mood because i dont want them to worry... but later on that afternoon, ate mari plucked a string and then and there i exploded... i cried infront of the library and ate mari felt really bad about it, i am not mad at her but i guess when one keeps a lot of things in mind, there would be a time when one would explode >< *sigh*

pics of the second day

the second day of the festival was very unforgetable. XD this was the first time i every got wasted in my entire life. ahahaha!! so anyway where do i start?

i promised my friends that i would be there with them in the festival so for me to forget about some concerns that i have i told malou that i am going to get drunk errr she didnt took it seriously >__<

^ wesley and me, before getting drunk or was it after?? i cant even remember this picture >__<

so i ended up drunk that night, all i remember was wesley asking me to get on his back and he'll carry me back to the dorm, of course i did refuse >< anyway it was ate mari, jp and wesley who helped me back to the dorm, aish i was so drunk that i forgot my pin number for our dorm room >< tsk. the whole i-am-so-wasted-and-care-not caused a commotion in the dormitory ahuhuhu they had to call some dorm officials to unlock my room >__<

errr.. mini and me were both wasted that night ><

the 3rd day.... i cant post it here it hurts so much.... daym love.

4th day, ate odz's turn to get drunk and i do have one person to blame for that. yanic. hmp. anyway moving on...

3. mini's birthday

it was both a happy and a umm sort of gloomy day for us all. for one its mini's birthday of course we are happy, and the next was... mr. kim changoh announced that he'll be leaving silla and korea to go to the UK for a UN scholarship.

but anyway we had fun though, james cooked  pasta, mr. kim bought icecream cake, many food ahahaha errrr....

the whole gang with mr.kim changoh <333

me and mr.kim

4. silla university publication

my silla publication got out already <333 wow one way to get famous in korea huh?

5. i'll try forget you....

it was brief..... it was fun. it was painful. falling in love with you was really unexpected. i never thought it would go this far... i still love you up until now... i cant do anything about it. but thanks for the memories, i know that we would still have 8 months to see each other and i plan for that to be good. i'll be happy for you... i hope that she'd be good to you. i am all for you happiness.

i shall end it here.