i know i know it sucks with no photoshop or anything near to that here this godforsaken place errr *got hit by thunder*

hmmm not so much of a layout ne T_T sorry guys i just need to get a new layout i am itching to get a new one for days (^^v)

anyway seoul updates would be in a while okie XD

-ana

"Its hard to miss somebody who doesn't miss you"

mood: hmm~~ contemplating

music: Utadafied music XD

Aoi Sora.... of Blue Skies...

what i like about Korea is that... when it rains hard, it is bright and sunny the next day.

so what have i been up to lately?? and you might be wondering how i am doing after that errr previous ummm serious post~ well as of the moment i am doing well.

i've taken things a little bit lighter nowadays~ after taking a day off from the crowd i felt like starting anew again. ne ne ne. it really helps to be alone sometimes, it makes you know yourself better.

on to the randomness, i know people are expecting me to go to the SM town concert but due to the unexpected occurances here in the university and some random financial problems, i cant. i know people would kill me with my decision but let me just remind you guys that i am not really in korea just to look for gasoos. i do have an educational system to follow, and korean tutoring to do... and another big thing why i cant go to the concert is because its finals month already and i cant just slack off here because these subjects that i am gonna be taking is going to be credited when i get back in the Philippines. so umm.. i am really sorry if i were to disappoint people with my decisions. but i really dont have the luxury to go even though i waited all my life for this.... i too am sad because of this. again i am sorry.

so on to the lighter side i am going to Seoul this Friday ^__^ yeah thats where all the remaining salary i've had went. ahuhuhuhu but anyway i am just looking forward to the fun things to do and new people to meet there ne ne ne ^^

and on to some emo sides, its just that i realized that when you are far away you get to see who really misses your every presence... as of the moment i just realized that its not always mutual if you do miss a person, right now i've came on to the hard realization that i am not be somebody to someone.... it hurts though and i think i dont know how to act again on that person when i come back to the Philippines....

so shall i flood you with pictures then?

that is me in the far left then Ate Joy and Hung (ne you could just copy the link of my picture to see it in its original size)

you see we had this trip around Sasang and the government officials really welcomed us so warmly <3333 thank you to Sasang Gu for the unforgettable day!

those 2 in the left are my professors and the 2 on the side are the government officials of Sasang Gu

this pic is with the other exchange students and the workers in the local Dong in Sasang Gu

i havent got the lot of the pics so i am gonna settle with this for the mean time ne ne~ so anyway here are a few of my last days having my hair long lol

well actually this was after my day with Kyung Hyun O_o hehehe

yup yup me and my ever so favorite roomates <333 i so love them hehe ^^

well speaking of roomates Janet (UnJun-ah) called last Sunday night to tell us that she wont be coming home to the dorm because she went home. so we ended up talking over the phone for an hour or so XD ummmm i know its not so much of a big deal but for me i was really moved because she was thinking that we are worrying about her and she wanted us to know that she's ok.

not all koreans are like her you see. she's just so sweet and so kind ahuhuhu T__T i so want to have a sister like her. ^______^

so yeah i am ending my post here ^^ i hope that you guys are still with me *hugs*

"we wear a mask that grins and lies it hides our cheeks it shades our eyes this debt we pay to human guile, with torn and bleeding hearts we smile."

yes. i am back.

i know that by those first lines people who knows me well would freak out. but for those who doesnt its better that you would not know.

a lot of things happend these past few weeks, and my supposed to be walls shattered in to a lot of debri. so as of the moment i am trying to rebuild a new ones.

i am just keeping you posted. and hopefully one day i may change this decision.

mood: smiling *twitch*

hallo to those who are still bothering to read my every post you guys are so love! Special mention to Risa and Ekah who have been dropping by often these past few days ^^

so yup you have guessed it i am here again to flood my post with a lot of pictures, with no further delays here we go ^___^

we went on our errr i lost count.... our school trip yet again but this time for Korean Tourism and Korean Women's study, we went to Haeundae in some of the REALLY WONDERFUL hotels there so here they are

yup trying hard super model O_o

me and the other Filipino exchange students we love to camwhore

me with the Thai, Vietnamese and Japanese students and our Tourism teacher Prof. You

i so love this shot, this is me, james and JP

this is the man made hotspring thingie in the hotel the back part is the beach hehehe XD nice view realy

one of the hotel views

the other beach view

rawr O_o we are really camwhores arent we?

so on to the serious matter/s.... this week actually was not really good to me. i mean despite having the dreaded monthly period and emoness of my every core when it comes, i guess there was this time lately that i've been fed up with what's happening to me here in Korea, as much as i would like to get it over with some people are just being an ass. or am i just being too affected with what's going on around me and it just sucked. well i am not saying my stay in Korea is not good, IT IS SO DAMN GOOD but the thing is, there are times when you and somebody couldnt just jive together ....

i am also starting to dislike the attitude of one of my "pusa" na roomates. hay nako nakakainis kasi balak kong hindi na lang kausapin na lang napaka brat naman kasi eh potek. hmp. buti pa yung isang "pusa" ko na roomate sobrang bait josko. haaayyy tumataas ang presyon ko kaming dalawa ni Malou ay naiinis na sa kanyang pagkachildish at pagkasungit wtf nung isang month naman hindi siya ganun.... ano to buwan buwanan?.... iba din to ah.

but anyways life goes on and if it wasnt for malou and JP i would still be in a foul mood up until now.

anyway a while ago i was asked to make a speech to promote the Philippines to the Koreans students as a destination for English education, hopefully my speech helped these errrr English challenged people *cle gets hit by stones* ouch O_O errr joking? *cle continues to be hit by big blocks of stones* ahahahah moving on i shall cut again

since i've been tagged. and it looks like i dont have anyone to tag back since everyone i know's been tagged O_O

Rules:

List down 5 funny thoughts / things you did as a kid.

1. I ate a whole chili and my grandmother ended up whacking my mouth with a spoonful of sugar.
2. i told my friend i could read chinese and she believed that until grade school
3. i have a super hero identity i am..... POWER RANGER PURPLE!!!
4. i wanted to fly.
5. errrrr.... i splashed sand on my playmates face because i thought she was ugly O_O

errrr yuuhhhhhh that's it

mood: ^___^ happy

wooooowww it seems like i am updating much often now omg ahaha anyway thanks to all those who takes time and drops by on my blog, thanks for being updated in my very uninteresting life~ XD you guys are so love <333 i shall give you all pocky when i come back ahahha ^^

anyway here here i cut my hair already take a look~~~

and yeah i shall post this ahaha jae joong-ah i still love you where the heck are you dammit ><

and yeah this one is for Ekah <333 chullie bebeh oh yeah ahaha

my roomates and i went to Gimhye the other day, Janet invited us to the festival since she lives there and her mom treated us for dinner hehehe  ^^ here are a few pics i'll be back with detailed stories later on its late already here ><

me, malou and janet's mom

cut cut cut the squiddyyyy~ me and clara in the shabu shabu restaurant

trying hard models (me and clara) dont you think the effects are cool? ^^

camwhoreness strikes yet again

and let us not forget the emo shot

my beloved roomates!!!

this trip was really fun and me and my roomates really bonded together ^__^ i look forward on other chances for us to bond like this ne ne ne ~~

waaa i have too many cuts today in my post ahaha

oh by the way did i mention that i was included in the Silla Magazine and publication thingie thingie whatchamacallit wahaha i was part of an effin photoshoot ahaha wow my face is gonna be around effin korea and eeerr the world wide web lol.

i shall post pictures if i get it whahahaha this has been a colorful week despite some not so good stuffs ne ne~~